Emptiness instead …
of happiness.
Why? I was wondering if everything should have been happen like this.
Every time I watch him feeling sorry for his behavior I think why he is so weak?
Every time I expect him to give me the answer or just to help me to make him
Stronger. My hope gets less and less…
What does he want to get from his life? What he thinks I want from my life?
Does he think I feel happy or sad? Can he feel me when I say nothing? Can he read
my mind as well I can do it? I don’t know if it touches his heart when I feel pain or sad?
So many things to know and to ask, it means that we are getting know each other.
Doubtless it is more important to get answers to these questions… and to the most
Important one Shall we live together happy life or Shall we dance and say good bye?
Once we talked about answers. I still believe that once you make the right question, the answer will present itself. So, keep on asking.
Take care
A person with wide open eyes when is looking for happiness, or is looking forward to it is always trying to find the emptinnes first, as he/she wants to vanquish it, and he/she believes that only after vanquishing that he/she will face his/her happiness. He/she is waiting for that (sometimes even consciously) otherwise I can find little sence why his/her eyer are wide open.
Zaro,
O cemu pricas? Zasto pisanje tvoje ima istu temu? Pricaj meni…
Amerikanac koji uci tvoj JEZIK,
Nathan
Interseting… and sad